Eating makes my tummy smile

Today,
5:15 a.m.- a spoonful of nutella greatest chocolate..paste? ever made. and a glass of apple juice
1:30 p.m.- Half of half a bagel, with strawberry cream cheese
3:30 p.m.- Teriyaki chicken and Steamed broccoli my all time favorite vegetable in this world.
7:00 p.m.- Wahlah Its noodles with chicken and broccoli and corn. Delish!
8:00 p.m.- Way more chocolate than I should have had. But.. I had too:)

So.. I'm not really sure what else to say about what I ate today?
But just so you all know food plays a very large part in my life and.. I kinda love it:)

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The apple doesn't fall far from the tree

Steph, Mother, Madre, Mom, Best friend.
She can be called any of the above. I love her. I love her to death.
If you know her, you know that she is a complete whack job. But guess what? that's my favorite part about her. She dances in the middle of walmart sings in the car to my guy friends, asks other friends if she can be there agent because "there so FREAKING amazing" And everytime she does something nutty all I think is, "Yes thats my mom. Are you still surprised that I am the way I am? And wow, when im older im gonna be AWESOME." I love her and I can talk to her about anything.

Steve, Dad, Daddy, Padre, Father, STEVEN.
He's.. my everything. I love him. And he loves me:)
You look at him and say (If your a guy) Woah, he's a big dude. Im not messing with him or Tiff.
But guess what boys? Sshhhh... I have a secret..He's just one big teddy bear.
He cries when carrie underwood sings, When he watches me dance, When he sees a sad commercial, in every fast and testimony meeting and in every chick flick put in front of him. But if you hurt me, remember "he's a big dude" and he'll beat you up. Im his little girl.
 He is a stud. And i love him.

Is anyone actually surprised?

Plus, They are HOT!

You had a lover in second grade too.

Could this be a more awful day to introduce my first love?
I really don't think so.
So I'm gonna share with you two of my first loves. I promise that's possible, let me explain:)

First Love Numero Uno: (keep in mind this a second graders perspective)
Jace Gibb. I sat diagonally from you at our table in the second grade class of Mrs. Humphries. You wore a banana yellow Abercrombie & Fitch shirt that made my heart melt. You were the nicest boy in class and the second I walked into class I decided we were getting married. Heck, I probably had our wedding colors picked out. I chased you around at lunch all over the playground and my best friend kicked you to get your attention. Yet you still liked me. I tried to play basketball and acted like I was really good. Which you believed because I was a solid three inches taller than you. (i've always been a giant.) And then the second grade ended I didnt see my "Jaceica" anymore. Have no fear I came up with that nickname all on my own. Third grade came and I decided if I wanted to marry you we would have to become best friends.  So thats exactly what I did. But we still liked eachother. I liked the boy from second to the beginning of eighth and im not even over exaggerating. Incase anyone is wondering I saw him like.. A week ago and he is FINALLY taller than me. He hit puberty and when he started speaking im pretty sure my jaw dropped to the ground. And he's super attractive and looks like Taylor Lautner. Yes. I have had a good eye since second grade.
First Love Numero Dos:
You have all heard of him one million times and I guarantee that you all know exactly who I'm talking about. Cannon. The most perfect boy in the world. But  I am slowly but surely realizing that he is not as perfect as he paints himself to be. But he really truly was my "first love". He gave me a really good relationship to lean on and learn from and I honestly had the best time with him. He made me happier than I had and have ever been. I am forever grateful to him for that. But all good things have to end eventually.  Which really. Im gonna be straight up with you, It sucks. Hard core. But I guess everything happens for a reason. Im stealing a sentence from this amazing girly's blog real fast.but even he, will probably lie to you. and his lips might have more friends than just yours.
but hey, it's really not the end of the world. Hahaha. She is right. Even he, the boy that you trusted with your everything, your best friend. will lie to you. It's just the way it goes. But please nobody think that im hate'n on him. I love him i really do. He's a good kid. that makes stupid decisions. And, I'm grateful for everything I have learned from him.

Sorry this one was so long. But when Im talking about this kind of stuff, you should all know by now, I can't stop. So maybe we'll talk about this another day when I don't absolutely hate my boy life.

Tiffany Sally

Day 1~

Name: Tiffany Sally Vincent

Born: April 22 

Age: 15 years 7 months 5 days

Currently living in: Pleasant grove new house as of.. 8 years ago

Family: Momma, Pappa, Steven, Allie, Alison, Yours truly, Savannah

I: Go to PGHS, Love to dance, Eat a lot of food, Highly enjoy laughing, 

Adore my friends, Wish I went outside my own square more often, Feel emotions very deeply 

(all of them),  Think cuddling is the best thing in this world, tend to cry, Am a rather happy person, think Cheese cake factory is delicious, Get overly excited over the littlest things, don't do good with stress I'd rather pretend it just doesn't exist, think falling in love is the best thing ever. 

I love life.

I am thankful for..

Thanksgiving

Possibly my favorite day of the year.

It's a day to remember. To remember all that god has given each one of us.

From our toes to technology.

We need to be thankful for it all. 

I am thankful for,

My friends

My mom

My dad

My brother

My sisters

(I couldn't just say my Family. Im thankful for them all individually)

The ability to dance

Blogging

Nature

Chocolate ice cream

The gospel

My house

My team

Love

Trials

My ward family

Costa

Fashion

 School

Seminary

Relationships

Laughing

Smiles

Im also super thankful for this video and everything she says in it:)

I believe.

"For though, child, shalt be called... to give light to them that sit in darkness." 

Luke 1:76-79

You never know who's looking. 

You may be just one person but one person is depending on you to be there star.

Never forget who you are.

Live like you believe. 

I believe.

I am a daughter of god, and I BELIEVE.

This deserves a post all in its own.

Three simple rules in life.

1.If you do not go after what you want, you'll never have it.

2.If you do not ask the answer is always going to be no.

3.If you do not step forward, you'll always be in the same place.

The weekend

weekend, you were good to me.
I have the greatest friends and team ever. Shout out to Vikettes. I love all y'all.
And Jade, Kami, Kenna, Kylee, Haley and Madi. You guys are the greatest:)
P.S. If you any of you guys want to eat the GREATEST cake cookies ever try getting a yellow cake mix and throwing in 2 eggs and 1/2 cup of veggie oil cook at 350 for 10 to 12 minutes. They are divine:)

You know you're thinking it too.

1. Taylor Swift songs are what every girl wants to say 
2. Justin Bieber songs are what every girl wants to hear. 
3. Boys should wear deoderant.
4. Not every girl looks good in leggings.
5. Hoodies are better than shirts.
6. Blogging is the greatest
7. Drugs are dumb.
8. The church is true.
9. Baseball is THE most attractive sport there is.
10. Toilet paper should come from the top, not the bottom.
11. The 80's are coming back
12. Not being able to go to dances til your 16 is the worst.
13. Love sucks.
14. Laundry takes way to long to do.
15. Awkward moments are the best.

My obsesion over the last 3 years.

BREAKING DAWN!
Could I be more excited? I don't think so.
It comes out in.. About.. 80 hrs and 10 minutes.
These books, are what made me fall in LOVE with reading. Once I discovered I read:
Twilight: 11x
New moon: 8x (edwards not in it as much)
Eclipse: 12x
Breaking dawn: 19x
I guess you could say I was a little obsessed. But hey, I didnt read anything else for almost 2 years. Cut me some slack, I was just learning how amazing the reading world is.
The Movies, Not half as good as the books but, I still love them. They make me beyond happy like a gitty little girl again. And even though the acting in twilight was super awful and the lighting was super freaky.. I'm over it. They're getting progressively better as the movies go on. So hey, This one will be best of all.
So, LETS GET STOKED!! I am.

I'm venting. Don't be mad.

Disclosure:

Everyone remember this my journal and I'm writing straight from my heart, So read at your own risk.

 What is love for me right now? It's when you shed tears for someone but you still care for them, It's when all he does is ignore you but you still long for him. It's when he starts loving someone else, and yet you manage to throw a smile on your face and find the courage to say "I'm happy for you" I'm going to smile and make him think I'm happy. I'm going to laugh so that he doesn't have to see me cry. I'm going to let him go, and even if it kills me- I'm going to smile through it all.

 People say I don't know what love is. People say I'm too young to love. But here's what I say, Love comes with experience. And as you grow older your ability to love someone grows much larger and you grow to have a much better understanding of it.
 But that doesn't mean you can't be in love at 15. It's just at you're own level and rate. Every teenage girl comes across a nicholas sparks romance novel at one point and they see that you can fall in love and through hard ache, it'll all work out. But I've learned it doesn't always work out the way you want it to. Sometimes, you love someone but you have to let them go. Sometimes, even when it tears you up inside you have to be happy for them and let them move on, because "if it is meant to be, it is up to me."
But this time it's not meant to be. And now your just somebody that I used to know. 

There are some people in this world that you know you will never be able to forget about.

Maddy Lant:
She's a champ. I love her.
I can talk to her about anything and she can do the same with me. When ever something interesting happens in one of the two of our lives, the other is the first person to know. I dont know what I would do with out her and I'm so blessed to have her in my life.

(Plus she's absolutely gorgeous)

Jade Smoot: 

What a kid. He really is my best friend. 

I love him and I love his family as well which is a MAJOR plus. I can talk to him about anything and he can do the same with me. He always tells me what's on his mind and I'm there with open ears. He's had a huge impact on my life. He always makes me want to be a better person and I'll forever be grateful to him for that. Plus he play's baseball. Gotta love that. Love him:)

(We're also two of the funniest people when we're together)

Kylee Karren:

Funniest girl I know. I adore her.

She's always been there for me and I love talking to her. She give's way good advice and is the least judge mental person I have ever met. I have had my best midnight phone call's with her. Some of which have changed my life. I am so grateful for her and I love her to death.

 (if you can't tell from this picture, she's.. AWESOME.

Brayden Cox:

He's a stud.

I can honestly say this kid has changed my life and has taught me so much more than I ever thought he would. He pulls out my emotions and knows how to make me smile more than anyone in this whole world. I'll always be there for him and he'll always be there for me. He is one of the funniest people I know. And he plays baseball as well. I guess you could say I get along with baseball players? Close of far apart (hypethetically/ friendship wise.)  I'll always love him:)

Kami Reiser:

She is amazing.

This girl will never know how much she has helped me throughout my life. I've known her since I was just a little one. We met at dance and it could not have been better. She was my best friend and always will be. Even though we don't talk every day we will always be closer than sisters. I love her:)

 

(She literally exudes light)

Conclusion, I love my friends. Im so glad they came into my life. There amazing and I dont know what I would do without them.

So thanks guys, Your the best:)

Make way for the Drill Team.

I love these girls more than life.
They basically make me who I am. Im with them.. CONSTANTLY.
So I have decided that they deserve more than anyone to make it onto this little blog of mine.

Just so everybody knows we have our Drill parent/friend showcase next Thursday night and.. Its gonna be AMAZING:) so.. COME!!

Determined.

I am determined to make this weekend a good one. Better than the last. Playin with my oaky timp girl's and could not be more excited. I love them more than life and no matter how hard I or anyone else try's you cant help but laugh and smile when you're with them. I adore them all, they are some of the cutest, funnest, funniest, kindest girls I know and I could not be more thrilled to call them my friends:)

Chocolate Ice Cream.

What in the world would I do with out this stuff?
Greatest thing ever.






It's my happy food:)
Doesn't it look delicious?

I'm in love with him

Remember that boy I told you about? In "you and I walk a fragile line"? Cannon? Well, everyone, I love him. And it's the worst. We're just friends. And even saying friends is almost a little far fetched.When we're alone it could not get better. We smile, laugh, love and talk.

Weird right? That's what I thought too. But at the moment, when it was all happening and right in front of my face, it felt so right. I had no backbone to say no to this boy that had loved me and hurt me so many times before. Because it's easy to tell someone you love them, but meaning it, is a completely different story. Because, as all of you guys will soon learn I forgive people as easily as you cut butter. 

How many times is this going to have to happen for Tiff to learn her lesson? My friends ask me the question daily. I get texts saying "Tiff, he's playing you. You need take him out of your life and then not let him back in." And yet I do let him back in. EVERYTIME. And every time I do, my friends say, "So ill be expecting a call this weekend from a crying Tiffany around saturday, Sound right?" It's almost a complete joke now. 

But the truth is, Im in love with him.

 Im in love with the way he makes me feel when I'm around him.

The way he makes me smile. 

The way he squeezes my hand when its cold outside and tells me he loves me in our own little language:)

The way he makes me laugh the way he plays with his hat when he's nervous, or pulls a joke in that awkward moment that hasn't happened yet, because he is possibly the least awkward person ever. 

Im in love with the way he plays with me, tickles me, jokes with me. 

I love it all.

I love his smile and his laugh and his advice.

I love it. 

I love him.

And no matter what happens I always will.

 

Daddy's Little Girl

I love my dad. Its as simple as that.
He's the greatest guy I know.
He does everything a Dad can do. He takes care of me. He listens to me. In the most sincere way. He loves me and never lets me forget it. He teaches me that I'm important and worth more than I know. He encourages me to be better. I could never thank him enough for everything that he does for me.
He's my best friend:)
I love you Daddy.