2011 in a nutshell

It started out sitting on a piano bench with Mandy Marie White and Brayden Cox singing Taylor Swift. I knew that it would be good year right at 12:01. When you start out singing love songs with your two favorite people how could it not be a fantastic year?
January- Was a complete blur but thoughts coming through
my head because of it are rather positive
February- Was the beginning of my happiness
March- Was jampacked full of love
April- Made me happy
May- Was full of smiles and laughter
June- Was full of adventure
July- Started great and ended awful
August- Was good
September- Was bad. But it always is. Atleast for the last
2 years it has been. Starting at a new school is never good.
October- Broke me into tiny little pieces
November- Was full of regret and tears
December- Put me back together agian. The puzzle is complete.
Finally.

Memorable Moments

-singing to Taylor Swift at the top of our lungs

-dancing in the rain

-Had a first love

-Wayyy to much friend drama

-Started this fantastic little blog of mine

-Found my true friends

-Had my first kiss

-Pulled my first all nighter

-Got caught by the coppers

-Layed under the stars with mr. Teyton Smoot talking for hours on end

- Laughed about the dumbest things

- went on way to many walks with Kylee Jean

- Went to efy

-Had my ovaries burst in the middle of nationals

-Got a scholarship at every competition I went to

-Got my phone stolen

-Learned about drill

-Became a Vikette

-Made one million new friends

-Shed to many tears over a stupid boy.

-Decided I'm going to be a makeup artist

 -stopped dancing at studio 1

- Through a suprise party for miss maddy lant

-Jade Smoot became my best friend

-Fell in love with the 40's

-Watched Pearl Harbor everynight for six months

-Went to girl's camp and had some of the most spiritual moments of my life

-Learned how to trust

-Strengthened my relationship with my parents (they're now 2 of my best friends)

-Went on Monster ( a roller coaster at knott's berry farms.) It was the scariest thing I have ever done

- Recieved a 35 page text

Over all I had a fantstic year with many growing moments, Lots of smiles, And to many laughs to count

On the walls of my brain

Sometimes, a girls just gotta vent.
p.s. this blog was made so that I can write my thoughts and feelings down.
so, if you dont like them don't read it. sincerely, me.

1. My family, is absolutely amazing and I am having a fantastic time up here in the small town of heber stranded in this cabin. Really, I am.

But here's the thing. Im also a teenage girl. With friends. That I highly enjoy to be with. Especially on new year's eve. At parties. Which I will infact not be attending this time around. I agree, it stinks. but lets make the best of this right?

2. There's this boy. That really likes me. and I really liked him. But guess what? im a teenage girl. And I tend to change my mind. OFTEN. So when I tell boys I want to take it slow and that I DO NOT want a boyfriend, I tend to mean it. I usually don't say things that I want to go unheard. But guess what fellow bloggers? Boys dont always pick up everything you put down. So when you say "lets take it slow" They think, lets push a little harder so I can get this girl to fall in love with me. So they want nothing to do with the whole taking it slow thing. But guess what everybody!? Thats not what I meant. At all. We literally mean it. Because when you go all Gungho on us.. it usuall tends to..turn us away, not on.

3. Why does my cousin just so happen to have the same name as my past lover. (that im over. I promise.)

*which by the way! we're friends again. And sometimes we even talk to eachother. Just to talk. Not even to fight. Do you have any idea how long I have been waiting for this day to come? I missed talking to him like this. without hesitation just saying what I felt. Just because I needed someone to talk to. This is the way it should have been a really long time ago. But hey! I'm not complaing.* It stinks having that little bugger around the cabin though, because everytime someone calls his name a slideshow of the best months of my life starts in my head. But atleast now its in a positive matter and its not like a knife wrenching through my heart...;)

4. Dancing. really dancing. I miss it. like crazy. Yelling "YAH!" oh "HUH" in the middle of a dance, is not normal. And definitely not normal, real dancing. And who ever made it up probably has something highly wrong with them. Because im pretty sure dancing was not made to scare the crap out of your audience everytime you kick your leg. Therefore, don't be mad I might not be doing drill next year. Dont get me worng, I love all the girls and my coaches and I am so grateful for everything they do for me, But I just think that drill is not for me.

I am an artist. Not a robot.

p.s. I am super sorry that this was so long.

livin young wild and free

Sometimes we..
- Visit Lauren Wilson because her knee is the size of texas
- Watch a christmas story and laugh our heads off at a little boy rolling in the snow unable to get up due to his (lack of a better word) clothing
- Go to walker Wendy's and get 4 free drinks in a row and lots of hot chocolate and doughnuts. it's christmas break the hot chocolate was a given.
- Decide to go to Denny's at 2:30 in the morning and on the way see two huge guys hitting a "body" long johns filled with grass with machettes and bats then chasing us as we drive by. So we decided (as dumb as we are) to turn around and find out who it was. Have no fear it was just Brandon Fanaika and Mitchell Merril.
- Decide to hit up walmart. At 4a.m. And a cop stops us in the parking lot to ask us what in the world we are doing at four in the morning. Us: "officer we got hungry. We're the drill team and we're having a sleepover but we got hungry so we went to denny's to get some food and our parents had us come here to pick up stuff for breakfast"  Officer: "well did you steel anything?" Us: "of course not!" Officer: "do you know what curfew is? it's not even 11:30. It's 4 o'clock in the morning. But I guess your fine. I like the drill team. I don't like busting good girls. So you guys have fun."
Some times being on the drill team saves your butt.
- do some more rambuncsious things that no one needs to know about
- Head home and chat it up.

All nighters are my knew favorite thing.

Motha, Fatha, Broja, Sistas.

I love 'em. They are my best friends:)

steven and allie

Ali-cat

Tiff

Savannah banana

The Vincents

I'm willing to risk the cooties if you are.

It's good to feel like this:)

to feel like your walking on clouds.

And to always know that someone is there for you.

to look over and catch them smiling at you 

to have them whisper cute things in your ear

to wonder if he ever stops to think "man, i miss her"

and you know the answer is yes.

To randomly have a smile pop onto your face because he popped into your mind. 

If you haven't felt like this, Your missin out on the most incredible feeling in the world. 

how can you be grumpy when the sun shines out your bum?

Happiness. The best feeling in this world. 

I truly haven't felt this happy in.. 150 days. That's how long I have been with out him.

I am in love with the way I feel. I never want to go back.

I am thrilled to be over him.

And thrilled to have moved on. New boys are the bestest.

Did I just say new boys? yes. I did. There is a new one. And he makes me feel like a million bucks.

He has a best friend which is fine. I adore her. And I'm no taking him away from her. And we don't even like eachother I would be lying if I said that I don't like him. But nonetheless He makes me happier than I have been in a very long time. He knows how to make me laugh and smile. I'm constantly talking to him. And every single time my phone buzzes I secretly hope it's him. And 99% of the time it is.

The other day my little sister looked at me and said "Tiff what is up with you? It's like your all happy all the time now." she said it like I was freak. But I was thrilled to hear it:) 

Being happy is decision. And I have never been more happy about the one i made.

"Being happy doesnt mean that

 everything is perfect. It means 

 that you've decided to look beyond

the imperfections." -Unknown

It's my choice

So, my last two posts have been a little.. negative.
And I hate it.
So here comes the good and the new:)
Its my choice to feel the way I do. So I've decided that i choose to be happy.
Because at one point or another you have to realize that some people can and should stay in your heart but not in your life. 

Getting home.

So I just got home from preference.
And it was a blast.
(pictures will be up tomorrow)
Im so stoked for when I turned sixteen and i'll have a date and.. A partner to dance with during the slow dances.. which were completely awkward but slightly hilarious.
my night was ALMOST perfect.
But I really wish I didn't have to see you hold her the way you used to hold me.
Or see you making eye contact with me and not saying a word.
That's the absolute worst.
Your the worst.
And right now I just want to cry.

Sure, take my leg. You already have everything else.

I'm a teenage girl.
I fell in love with you.
You said you would hold me forever. How many girls have you said that to?
You promised to never hurt me. obviously that was a lie.
You told me you loved me. everyday.
You were my best friend.
and then you changed. everything changed.
You hurt me.
You pulled and tugged me back into you.
You kissed me.
Then acted like it never happened.
You told me you loved me. And only me. but you told her the same thing the same night.
Did you tell yourself and her you loved her just to forget me?
Well it worked.
And yet you still ask for me back.
You still ask for my trust.
For my friendship.
And when you really need it my love.

And the silly thing is,  I give it. I give you it all. My everything. And you never give it back. So sure, Take the last part of me I have. You already have the rest.

Stealing a post is what i love most

This is from miss... Drumroll please, Phoebe Brimhall.
I know this is long but get over it the guys worth your time want you to know it.
Girls Need To Realize: (WRITTEN BY A GUY) We guys don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls/texts you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 AM that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take advantage of the mood I'm in. Let us pay for you! Don't feel bad. We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say 'thank you.' Kiss us when no one's watching. If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed. You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own. We like you for who you are and not what you are. Honestly, I think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up. Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing; see the beauty in it. Don't get angry easily. Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don't talk about how hot Chris Brown, Channing Tatum, or Justin Bieber, is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that. Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful' I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/stud/cutie/sexy' or whatever else you can think of. On the other hand, I'm not saying I woulndn't like it ether. ;) Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change!!!!! Ditch his sorry butt, the sad disgrace to the male population and find someone who will treat you with utter respect. Someone who will honor your morals. Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest. Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes. Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel. Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes and say 'I love you' and actually mean it. Give the nice guys a chance. Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this. Life is too short to complain about everything that comes your way so stop and smell the roses in life because you might never have another time to take it. Take your time because they are all different in every way. Take chances in life; if it doesn't work out then fine. There are always more roses to smell.

Some people like getting ready everyday. Not me.

So, Heres the thing. Today and yesterday were the first times I haven't worn a hoody and jeans to school in.. 2 weeks. And within those 2 weeks I have worn my hair down once.. Am I an awful person?

Todays outfit consisted of skinny's, Brown 3 quarter length modbod, Combat boots, Soft as a kitten colorful scarf, THE gold earings, And the "tiffany Bun". 

Im fine with it. really. But should i be? probably not. Should i care what people think of me? yes. Do i? no. Which i guess is just whatever. My clothes are me. And i love 'em. My hair? well preferably it would be down and curled and beautiful more often but.. cut me some slack, I wake up at four thirty every morning and have practice and get hot and sweaty for 2 hours before the majority of you even wake up. Plus its in a suuuper awkward stage right now, so.. Its fine. Love you all, Love tiffany sally(:

Moments

Moments are the seconds that seem like hours.
The time you have to make a decision.
At any given moment, you have the power to say:
This is not how the story is going to end.
And always remember, Your not going to remember your day,
You'll only remember moments.
So make every single one count.

The amazing moments in my life;
Talking on the phone until five in the morning
Resting on someone's chest
Buying AMAZING clothes that you found on sale
Realizing everything is going to be okay
Finally feeling like you belong
Meeting people that end up changing your life
The hug that make a not so great day, perfect
Long walks
Making eye contact with that boy
Dancing like no. body. is. watching

Everyone has atleast one best friend.

but.. I have two.. That I want to talk about today that I haven't already.
The best kind of a best friend is the one that has been there your WHOLE life.
Cole Bradburn,
This kid has been there for me ever since I was baby sized. We have been through every stage and some.. multiple times. We have liked each other, hated each other, been the other ones absolute best friend, gone for a year with out talking, and so on and so forth. I would bet that he knows me better than anyone else in this world. I love him to death. He's my best friend, even though we don't talk every day I feel a stronger bond to him than anyone else in this world. I can tell him anything and I don't know what I would do without him.

Griffin Bodine,
Griff I have literally known him since the moment I came out of the womb. Not even kidding. He was my  first kiss, we were two. He has been one of my best friends my whole life. He is one one of the best people that I know, And is one of those people that you know would never hurt a fly. I love him to death and I can trust him with the world. I don't know what I would do without him either.

Yes, that's me in the background.

Love is lovely

Here's what I think about love

Chapter 1:
Love is all about caring and sharing its about having all your dreams come true.
Its about having special memories with a special person.
Love is having someone there for you at all times no matter what.
It's having the most random inside jokes.
Love is being with someone that makes you finally feel complete.
Chapter 2:
Love doesn't have to be about loving someone it can be about loving something.
Something that makes you feel so good inside you can't help but smile.
That makes you feel like a teenage girl meeting Justin Bieber.
or
A Three year old in a candy shop all night long.

Love is happiness

Eating makes my tummy smile

Today,
5:15 a.m.- a spoonful of nutella greatest chocolate..paste? ever made. and a glass of apple juice
1:30 p.m.- Half of half a bagel, with strawberry cream cheese
3:30 p.m.- Teriyaki chicken and Steamed broccoli my all time favorite vegetable in this world.
7:00 p.m.- Wahlah Its noodles with chicken and broccoli and corn. Delish!
8:00 p.m.- Way more chocolate than I should have had. But.. I had too:)

So.. I'm not really sure what else to say about what I ate today?
But just so you all know food plays a very large part in my life and.. I kinda love it:)

=

The apple doesn't fall far from the tree

Steph, Mother, Madre, Mom, Best friend.
She can be called any of the above. I love her. I love her to death.
If you know her, you know that she is a complete whack job. But guess what? that's my favorite part about her. She dances in the middle of walmart sings in the car to my guy friends, asks other friends if she can be there agent because "there so FREAKING amazing" And everytime she does something nutty all I think is, "Yes thats my mom. Are you still surprised that I am the way I am? And wow, when im older im gonna be AWESOME." I love her and I can talk to her about anything.

Steve, Dad, Daddy, Padre, Father, STEVEN.
He's.. my everything. I love him. And he loves me:)
You look at him and say (If your a guy) Woah, he's a big dude. Im not messing with him or Tiff.
But guess what boys? Sshhhh... I have a secret..He's just one big teddy bear.
He cries when carrie underwood sings, When he watches me dance, When he sees a sad commercial, in every fast and testimony meeting and in every chick flick put in front of him. But if you hurt me, remember "he's a big dude" and he'll beat you up. Im his little girl.
 He is a stud. And i love him.

Is anyone actually surprised?

Plus, They are HOT!

You had a lover in second grade too.

Could this be a more awful day to introduce my first love?
I really don't think so.
So I'm gonna share with you two of my first loves. I promise that's possible, let me explain:)

First Love Numero Uno: (keep in mind this a second graders perspective)
Jace Gibb. I sat diagonally from you at our table in the second grade class of Mrs. Humphries. You wore a banana yellow Abercrombie & Fitch shirt that made my heart melt. You were the nicest boy in class and the second I walked into class I decided we were getting married. Heck, I probably had our wedding colors picked out. I chased you around at lunch all over the playground and my best friend kicked you to get your attention. Yet you still liked me. I tried to play basketball and acted like I was really good. Which you believed because I was a solid three inches taller than you. (i've always been a giant.) And then the second grade ended I didnt see my "Jaceica" anymore. Have no fear I came up with that nickname all on my own. Third grade came and I decided if I wanted to marry you we would have to become best friends.  So thats exactly what I did. But we still liked eachother. I liked the boy from second to the beginning of eighth and im not even over exaggerating. Incase anyone is wondering I saw him like.. A week ago and he is FINALLY taller than me. He hit puberty and when he started speaking im pretty sure my jaw dropped to the ground. And he's super attractive and looks like Taylor Lautner. Yes. I have had a good eye since second grade.
First Love Numero Dos:
You have all heard of him one million times and I guarantee that you all know exactly who I'm talking about. Cannon. The most perfect boy in the world. But  I am slowly but surely realizing that he is not as perfect as he paints himself to be. But he really truly was my "first love". He gave me a really good relationship to lean on and learn from and I honestly had the best time with him. He made me happier than I had and have ever been. I am forever grateful to him for that. But all good things have to end eventually.  Which really. Im gonna be straight up with you, It sucks. Hard core. But I guess everything happens for a reason. Im stealing a sentence from this amazing girly's blog real fast.but even he, will probably lie to you. and his lips might have more friends than just yours.
but hey, it's really not the end of the world. Hahaha. She is right. Even he, the boy that you trusted with your everything, your best friend. will lie to you. It's just the way it goes. But please nobody think that im hate'n on him. I love him i really do. He's a good kid. that makes stupid decisions. And, I'm grateful for everything I have learned from him.

Sorry this one was so long. But when Im talking about this kind of stuff, you should all know by now, I can't stop. So maybe we'll talk about this another day when I don't absolutely hate my boy life.

Tiffany Sally

Day 1~

Name: Tiffany Sally Vincent

Born: April 22 

Age: 15 years 7 months 5 days

Currently living in: Pleasant grove new house as of.. 8 years ago

Family: Momma, Pappa, Steven, Allie, Alison, Yours truly, Savannah

I: Go to PGHS, Love to dance, Eat a lot of food, Highly enjoy laughing, 

Adore my friends, Wish I went outside my own square more often, Feel emotions very deeply 

(all of them),  Think cuddling is the best thing in this world, tend to cry, Am a rather happy person, think Cheese cake factory is delicious, Get overly excited over the littlest things, don't do good with stress I'd rather pretend it just doesn't exist, think falling in love is the best thing ever. 

I love life.

I am thankful for..

Thanksgiving

Possibly my favorite day of the year.

It's a day to remember. To remember all that god has given each one of us.

From our toes to technology.

We need to be thankful for it all. 

I am thankful for,

My friends

My mom

My dad

My brother

My sisters

(I couldn't just say my Family. Im thankful for them all individually)

The ability to dance

Blogging

Nature

Chocolate ice cream

The gospel

My house

My team

Love

Trials

My ward family

Costa

Fashion

 School

Seminary

Relationships

Laughing

Smiles

Im also super thankful for this video and everything she says in it:)

I believe.

"For though, child, shalt be called... to give light to them that sit in darkness." 

Luke 1:76-79

You never know who's looking. 

You may be just one person but one person is depending on you to be there star.

Never forget who you are.

Live like you believe. 

I believe.

I am a daughter of god, and I BELIEVE.

This deserves a post all in its own.

Three simple rules in life.

1.If you do not go after what you want, you'll never have it.

2.If you do not ask the answer is always going to be no.

3.If you do not step forward, you'll always be in the same place.

The weekend

weekend, you were good to me.
I have the greatest friends and team ever. Shout out to Vikettes. I love all y'all.
And Jade, Kami, Kenna, Kylee, Haley and Madi. You guys are the greatest:)
P.S. If you any of you guys want to eat the GREATEST cake cookies ever try getting a yellow cake mix and throwing in 2 eggs and 1/2 cup of veggie oil cook at 350 for 10 to 12 minutes. They are divine:)

You know you're thinking it too.

1. Taylor Swift songs are what every girl wants to say 
2. Justin Bieber songs are what every girl wants to hear. 
3. Boys should wear deoderant.
4. Not every girl looks good in leggings.
5. Hoodies are better than shirts.
6. Blogging is the greatest
7. Drugs are dumb.
8. The church is true.
9. Baseball is THE most attractive sport there is.
10. Toilet paper should come from the top, not the bottom.
11. The 80's are coming back
12. Not being able to go to dances til your 16 is the worst.
13. Love sucks.
14. Laundry takes way to long to do.
15. Awkward moments are the best.

My obsesion over the last 3 years.

BREAKING DAWN!
Could I be more excited? I don't think so.
It comes out in.. About.. 80 hrs and 10 minutes.
These books, are what made me fall in LOVE with reading. Once I discovered I read:
Twilight: 11x
New moon: 8x (edwards not in it as much)
Eclipse: 12x
Breaking dawn: 19x
I guess you could say I was a little obsessed. But hey, I didnt read anything else for almost 2 years. Cut me some slack, I was just learning how amazing the reading world is.
The Movies, Not half as good as the books but, I still love them. They make me beyond happy like a gitty little girl again. And even though the acting in twilight was super awful and the lighting was super freaky.. I'm over it. They're getting progressively better as the movies go on. So hey, This one will be best of all.
So, LETS GET STOKED!! I am.

I'm venting. Don't be mad.

Disclosure:

Everyone remember this my journal and I'm writing straight from my heart, So read at your own risk.

 What is love for me right now? It's when you shed tears for someone but you still care for them, It's when all he does is ignore you but you still long for him. It's when he starts loving someone else, and yet you manage to throw a smile on your face and find the courage to say "I'm happy for you" I'm going to smile and make him think I'm happy. I'm going to laugh so that he doesn't have to see me cry. I'm going to let him go, and even if it kills me- I'm going to smile through it all.

 People say I don't know what love is. People say I'm too young to love. But here's what I say, Love comes with experience. And as you grow older your ability to love someone grows much larger and you grow to have a much better understanding of it.
 But that doesn't mean you can't be in love at 15. It's just at you're own level and rate. Every teenage girl comes across a nicholas sparks romance novel at one point and they see that you can fall in love and through hard ache, it'll all work out. But I've learned it doesn't always work out the way you want it to. Sometimes, you love someone but you have to let them go. Sometimes, even when it tears you up inside you have to be happy for them and let them move on, because "if it is meant to be, it is up to me."
But this time it's not meant to be. And now your just somebody that I used to know. 

There are some people in this world that you know you will never be able to forget about.

Maddy Lant:
She's a champ. I love her.
I can talk to her about anything and she can do the same with me. When ever something interesting happens in one of the two of our lives, the other is the first person to know. I dont know what I would do with out her and I'm so blessed to have her in my life.

(Plus she's absolutely gorgeous)

Jade Smoot: 

What a kid. He really is my best friend. 

I love him and I love his family as well which is a MAJOR plus. I can talk to him about anything and he can do the same with me. He always tells me what's on his mind and I'm there with open ears. He's had a huge impact on my life. He always makes me want to be a better person and I'll forever be grateful to him for that. Plus he play's baseball. Gotta love that. Love him:)

(We're also two of the funniest people when we're together)

Kylee Karren:

Funniest girl I know. I adore her.

She's always been there for me and I love talking to her. She give's way good advice and is the least judge mental person I have ever met. I have had my best midnight phone call's with her. Some of which have changed my life. I am so grateful for her and I love her to death.

 (if you can't tell from this picture, she's.. AWESOME.

Brayden Cox:

He's a stud.

I can honestly say this kid has changed my life and has taught me so much more than I ever thought he would. He pulls out my emotions and knows how to make me smile more than anyone in this whole world. I'll always be there for him and he'll always be there for me. He is one of the funniest people I know. And he plays baseball as well. I guess you could say I get along with baseball players? Close of far apart (hypethetically/ friendship wise.)  I'll always love him:)

Kami Reiser:

She is amazing.

This girl will never know how much she has helped me throughout my life. I've known her since I was just a little one. We met at dance and it could not have been better. She was my best friend and always will be. Even though we don't talk every day we will always be closer than sisters. I love her:)

 

(She literally exudes light)

Conclusion, I love my friends. Im so glad they came into my life. There amazing and I dont know what I would do without them.

So thanks guys, Your the best:)

Make way for the Drill Team.

I love these girls more than life.
They basically make me who I am. Im with them.. CONSTANTLY.
So I have decided that they deserve more than anyone to make it onto this little blog of mine.

Just so everybody knows we have our Drill parent/friend showcase next Thursday night and.. Its gonna be AMAZING:) so.. COME!!

Determined.

I am determined to make this weekend a good one. Better than the last. Playin with my oaky timp girl's and could not be more excited. I love them more than life and no matter how hard I or anyone else try's you cant help but laugh and smile when you're with them. I adore them all, they are some of the cutest, funnest, funniest, kindest girls I know and I could not be more thrilled to call them my friends:)

Chocolate Ice Cream.

What in the world would I do with out this stuff?
Greatest thing ever.






It's my happy food:)
Doesn't it look delicious?

I'm in love with him

Remember that boy I told you about? In "you and I walk a fragile line"? Cannon? Well, everyone, I love him. And it's the worst. We're just friends. And even saying friends is almost a little far fetched.When we're alone it could not get better. We smile, laugh, love and talk.

Weird right? That's what I thought too. But at the moment, when it was all happening and right in front of my face, it felt so right. I had no backbone to say no to this boy that had loved me and hurt me so many times before. Because it's easy to tell someone you love them, but meaning it, is a completely different story. Because, as all of you guys will soon learn I forgive people as easily as you cut butter. 

How many times is this going to have to happen for Tiff to learn her lesson? My friends ask me the question daily. I get texts saying "Tiff, he's playing you. You need take him out of your life and then not let him back in." And yet I do let him back in. EVERYTIME. And every time I do, my friends say, "So ill be expecting a call this weekend from a crying Tiffany around saturday, Sound right?" It's almost a complete joke now. 

But the truth is, Im in love with him.

 Im in love with the way he makes me feel when I'm around him.

The way he makes me smile. 

The way he squeezes my hand when its cold outside and tells me he loves me in our own little language:)

The way he makes me laugh the way he plays with his hat when he's nervous, or pulls a joke in that awkward moment that hasn't happened yet, because he is possibly the least awkward person ever. 

Im in love with the way he plays with me, tickles me, jokes with me. 

I love it all.

I love his smile and his laugh and his advice.

I love it. 

I love him.

And no matter what happens I always will.

 

Daddy's Little Girl

I love my dad. Its as simple as that.
He's the greatest guy I know.
He does everything a Dad can do. He takes care of me. He listens to me. In the most sincere way. He loves me and never lets me forget it. He teaches me that I'm important and worth more than I know. He encourages me to be better. I could never thank him enough for everything that he does for me.
He's my best friend:)
I love you Daddy.

Love what you've you got

Today in young women's we talked about self worth and learning to love your self.

My absolute favorite lesson every time!
Everyone deserves to smile.
Your reflection does not define your worth.
We all need to recognize the talents and gifts that god has given us to work and bless with on this earth.
"For all have not every gift given unto them, for there are many gifts, and to every man is given a gift by the spirit of god. To some is given one, and to some is given another, that all may be profited thereby." Doctrine & Covenants 46:11-12
If we take full advantage of our gifts we will all be unstoppable.
I like looking at this topic as loving yourself rather than recognizing your talents. Both are important but I believe the foundation to happiness is recognizing your own self worth. Put your self in situations with people and things that make you happy. Don't waist your time on things that pull you down.
Everyone deserves to be happy no matter what the circumstance. You are worth more than you now. Your value is the product of your thoughts. Don't miscalculate your self worth by multiplying your insecurities. When comparing your weaknesses to someone else's strengths you will never win.
What does a self loving person look like?
-Smiling
-Out going
-Extremely kind
-Head held high (NOT COCKY)
-Serving
-Open to loving others
- Willing to compliment
We all could do better at each of these. Im not saying you have to be perfect at all of them or even any of them. I just have learned from past experience that these things when active in my life make me a happier person and my "light" shine that much brighter. I want you guys to get one thing out of this. SMILE. It pulls you up. Make yourself your own. And never forget that you mean the world to someone.
"Butterflies don't know the color of they're own wings, but human eyes know how beautiful they are. Likewise you don't know how good you are, but others can see how special you are"
                           Jesus said love everyone, that includes yourself

A smile is BEAUTIFUL.

You and I walk a fragile line.

Alright everybody, here we go with the love story of my life:)

I'm in love with him.

I have been since the moment I saw him walk through that door on the first day of school, at a new school may I add. He made my stomach flip into one bazillion summer salts pretty sure thats not how you even spell that. anyways, I knew that he was gonna have a big part in the next chapter of my life. And I now know that he thought the same thing the second that he saw me:) how? he reminded me everyday for seven months:) the best seven months of my life. 

WAIT!

 I'm getting ahead of myself. When I met him he had a girl friend and I figured the most we would ever be was best friends. Which was hard but I accepted it for what it was because all I wanted was for him to be happy. And he was happy with the girl he was with and I never wanted to take that away from him. I found someone else and I was happy with him but I always found myself thinking about this first day of school boy. Let's call him Cannon:) I couln't stop day dreaming about Cannon in class, having him the Star of my dreams night after night, being the reason I got ready every day, and all of the other cheesy stuff girls feel when falling in love. So as you may have guessed, I called it off with this other boy, waited around a month, was sitting at lunch one day and Cannon walked up to me with the biggest smile on that cute face of his and told me that him and his girlfriend had broken up and with in about three weeks me and Cannon were together. At first it was hard because I could tell he still had feelings for his ex and it broke my heart cause I felt like I would never be as up there in his mind as she was. But time went on and me and Cannon slowly but surely fell in love with each other. Some people disagreed with it and girls were jealous, but thats what happens when prince charming is in love with you and proudly shows it to the rest of the world. Everyone could tell how we felt about each other. A second didn't go by when I was with him that I didn't have the biggest smile on my face. He made me laugh in a way that no one else could. I was the happiest girl in the world. I would come home from dance with messages on my phone saying "Tiff, I love you:) never forget that I will always be faithful to you and I will never hurt you:)" and "I'm in love with you Tiffany:) where would I be without you?:) you are my greatest gift from God:) you are the reason I love:) I think about you every second of every day and I dream of holding you every night:) I love you:) I will hold you forever;) forever and always:)" I wrote every single one down. He was straight out of a nicholas sparks book. It couldn't have gotten any better. At least that's what I thought and then one day he decided to grant me with my first kiss. I couldn't have been happier. I didn't want to share something like that with anyone else but him. He made me happy and I truly believed that we were in love. I asked him sometimes if he had said the same things to other past girlfriends but he always said that he would never because he had never felt the same about anyone else in his life. That I was it. It was exactly what I wanted to hear and he knew it. This happy romance that we had with the most precious of kisses exchanged lasted for months and I truly believed that this was how I was going to spend the rest of my life. And I couldn't have been happier with it. It was so easy and flowed like a fairy tale. 
But this story doesn't end the way I would have wanted. Summer came and the first month was absolutely amazing. But once july came around that was the dreaded month. We both knew it was coming but neither of us wanted it to. I had to leave. I was gone for the entire month. We both believed that with as strong of a love that we had for each other we would get through and august would come and we'd go on loving. But things don't always go as planned. While I was gone, I forgot what it felt like to have him by my side loving me. And I thought that I wasn't in love with him anymore. It broke my heart, but I told him because I felt like he deserved to know. I didn't text him that thinking that a break up would come out of it, but it did. And I was heart broken, but he was too. And that was the worst part. I had broken the love of my life's heart. He wanted me back and he clearly let me know, but i still wasn't home and I didn't realize how I really felt about him so I turned him down. A countless number of times. When I got home, of course we played, he was still my best friend and we wanted each other in our lives  but we didn't realize just how hard that would be. Because like the old saying says, "It's easier to turn friendship into love than it is to turn love into friendship" there is so much truth to that. We decided that we would wait till high school to get back together but that was always the plan, to get back together, (at least it was mine, but he had other things in mind) I thought that he would always be there and I could just go on as I pleased, and once I wanted him back he would be there with open arms, but oh how I was wrong. 
High school came around and he found a new girl. A girl with the cutest personality, the most beautiful smile, blonde hair, and such a strong spirit. Everything I knew he wanted. I was heart broken and I couldn't do a thing about it because I broke his heart first. I felt a lot of resentment towards this girl and him because they ruined this beautiful picture that I had painted in my head for our future. I still couldn't do anything. It was my fault and I knew it. We stopped talking, it was to hard when I knew that he had another girl floating around in his head as well. But he was happy and that was all i wanted. For a while I didn't even consider him an acquaintance let a lone a friend. But the new girl was so freaking cute and nice that I started/ do like her. A LOT. isn't that the worst when you adore someone you wish you didn't? Anyways, we've started talking.. kind of. And he still tells me I'm beautiful but not in the same way. I miss him like crazy. He's different. Completely different than he was when we were together. I miss the sweet Cannon that was always there for me and willing to love everyone no matter what. But he isn't here anymore and I just have to deal with it. I can honestly say that I'm over him and I don't want him back. But, I am more than grateful for everything that he taught me and for the person that he made me become. I love him and I always will. 
Wether we like it or not, We all have our hearts broken at one point. But the real struggle is how you learn to deal with it. Even when it's hard, smile, laugh and still love. My young women's leader once told me your boyfriend may get married to someone else, but your husband won't. SO much truth to that. Even here when he's obviously not getting married hahah, even though he may not be the one for me I wouldn't be opposed if he was, someone else out there is. So just go on living and never forget to smile because you determine your own happiness. 
Love Tiffany Sally

Lovely Advice (atleast the attempt at it)

This ones a little long but so worth the read! I think...

A Healthy you: Drink plenty of water. It makes you happier. Its a proven fact in the mind of Tiff. Eat breakfast like a king, (lets get real its the best meal of the day.) lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar. Except no one really does. Make sure to throw some chocolate ice cream in there too:) Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in your grandpas Wear house. Live with the 3 E’s - Energy, Enthusiasm, Empathy.  Play more games. Read more books than you did in 2010. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day. And ponder on the things that make you happy. Sleep for 7 hours. or five but thats just me haha. Take a 10-30 minute walk daily. And while you walk, smile. Show the world that your happy and loud and proud of it. 

Personality: BE YOUR SELF. Don't compare yourself to others. You don't have the same journey as them. So don't try to copy there's. It turns out bad every time. Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control running through your mind. They only pull that beautiful spirit of yours down. Instead put your energy in something positive and fun. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does. Life is supposed to be one big laugh. Treat it like one. Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip. Dream more while you are awake. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. So don't be hatin;) No one is in charge of your happiness except you. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime. Smile and laugh more.

 Boys: Don't think about what might go wrong, think about what might go right! Even when your in love with your best friend and think they're the greatest thing that could have ever happened to you, just keep waiting, one day they'll pull around:) Love because the person makes you stand outside of yourself and look to see how truly amazing you are, Love because they make you want to be better, Love because when you see them your tummy smiles (butterflies), Love because you can tell them absolutely anything and they'll LISTEN, Love because you know you can throw on sweats no make up show up to there house and they still think your the most beautiful girl in the world. Love because the person makes you HAPPY.

Key to happiness: Each day do something good for others. Forgive everyone for everything. There is no point in grudges. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6. They're the ones with the most creativity and something funny happens every time your with them. There's no harm in a laugh:) Try to make at least three people smile each day. What other people think of you is none of your business. You shouldn't care anyways. Stay in touch with the people that mean the most. Do the right thing! Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful. If not it pulls ya down like a dead weight.

 However good or bad a situation is, it will change. So be ready for the unexpected. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up. Because like my mom always says, "sometimes it hurts to be beautiful." The best is yet to come. Your Inner most is always happy. at least it should be. So, be happy. and.. SMILE!

I hope you all enjoyed this post. Ha im doin my best to make them interesting. If you have any advice for me please comment! Love always Tiffany Sally

There's a first time for everything!

Blogging.
I'm almost positive that it is going to be a big adventure all in itself. A complete train wreck.
I made this blog to show the ups and downs of the story book of Tiffany, (hense the roller coaster of my life) to give advice to those who may need it, and trying to sound intelligent while doing it, and to voice the thoughts that we all know go through every teenage girl's minds but go unsaid. Here, is the journal to my heart. My dear prophet President Hinckley once said that each one of us should keep a journal. But lets get real, I have awful hand writing and I forget every night before I go to bed. BUT I do spend a crap load of time on this computer and I'm bound to write all the thoughts going through this crazy mind of mine down with this sweet little thing to help me out. I go around stalking random girls blogs getting new idea's each and everyday but what do I have to show for it? nothing. Today I was going through one girls blog in particular and I was inspired. I want this blog to be inspirational to every girl, to know that we are all beautiful, strong, intelligent, (maybe in our own way) and daughters of god. So here we go onto the next loop of Tiffany Sally's life. KEEP CALM, WEAR YOUR TIARA.